Hello Again.....

Ok so I've slacked off for a few days but here I am.....I'm back. Well after a week of personal struggles, lies from the enemy and my own rebellion, I'm getting back on track. I'm not sure at what point I decide to no longer listen to God and decide I'm smarter than him but I do know this. I prove myself wrong everytime. I'm like a fly who keeps trying to get out through a pain of glass and never seems to get the fact that it's not going to move! You need to go a different way! You stupid Fly! Sin is a mind numbing vice....when I'm in touch with God I can start to feel again but without him I can't seem to feel how badly I'm damaging my own heart. Please give me the heart to seek after you everyday and resist the ploys from the enemy that I am so familiar with. Put in my heart a fire that cannot be quenched by anything but you. Amen.