The Conductivity of the Human Soul

Ok...so it's been a while since my last "real" post. I have a tendency to hide when I'm struggling with things and I guess that's what i've been doing. I feel like I fell of a truck this week and possably got ran over by the back tire. I'm not saying I'm doing super great now and all is well, what I am saying is that I'm not going to allow the enemy to keep me in a place of bondage anymore. The amount of work God is able to do in me is directly related to my willingness to surrender the dark places of my heart and soul and allow him to reside there instead. I have not been very willing to do this lately. I found myself this week wondering how I got to this place, wondering why I'm so disconnected from God, why I don't seem to care? For some strange reason I found myself in a bad place not knowing how I got there or why I was choosing to stay. So yesterday I choose to leave that place even though I felt like I wanted to stay there. Today has been better, not without issues but better. So perhaps i'll start posting again! haha.



"The terrible thing, the almost impossible thing, is the hand over your whole self--all your wishes and precautions--to Christ."

--Mere Christianity